This page is an ongoing record of my daily practice and my thoughts.

This is my visual journal.

I’m not here to prove anything. I’m just here to keep creating. 💗


January

A watercolor painting of a woman's torso wearing red and white lingerie, showing her bare breasts and stomach.
Painting of a person's lower torso wearing sheer lace lingerie, garter belt, and stockings.
A painting of a woman wearing a red leather corset, focusing on her chest and waist area.
Close-up of a floral painting with branches and small flowers, predominantly in beige and light brown tones.
Close-up of a pencil sketch of a person's face, focusing on their nose and mouth, with a roughly drawn hat or head covering and a visible neck and clothing.
A black and white painting of a nude person with their face covered by a hat. The person is holding the brim of the hat with both hands, and they are wearing a collar with a bow.
A painting of a woman's upper chest and shoulders, wearing a white dress with floral embroidery, with an abstract background.
Painting of a woman's upper body and face, wearing a black and gray dress with a low neckline and shoulder straps, with short hair, against a white background.
Close-up of a painting depicting a woman's torso in pink lingerie with floral embroidery, showing her lower chest and waist area.

December Memories


December 2025 - art streak 2.202 - 2.232

A black and white painting of a human belly button with a line running downward from it. The number 2.203 is written in black in the upper right corner.
Black and white painting of a woman’s abdomen and belly button, with a spiral pattern and abstract shading.
A painting of a person's torso and part of their face, wearing a beige top and dark pants, with the date December 4 and the number 2.205 written nearby.
A sketch of a person wearing a hoodie, with their face partially covered and their arm crossed over their chest, on a spiral-bound notebook.
A painting of a nude female torso, emphasizing the breasts, waist, and hips, with a black outline and warm colors.
A black and white painting of a female nude torso with prominent breasts, painted with bold, expressive brushstrokes.
Painting of a nude female torso from the neck to hips, with black hair partially covering the shoulders, depicted in an abstract style with bold brushstrokes and muted colors.
An abstract nude painting of a woman's torso with visible breasts and navel, using warm tones and expressive brush strokes.
Black and white painting of a person's midsection, showing the stomach and part of the chest. The person is wearing a suit with a bow tie, and the painting emphasizes shadows and highlights for a dramatic effect.
Close-up of a small spiral-bound notebook with a watercolor painting of a dog's nose and mouth, placed on a granite countertop. Two decorative glasses with floral patterns are in the background.
Painting of a nude woman sitting with crossed legs, her face not visible.
A painting of a nude female torso, viewed from the front, with visible breasts, collarbones, and a portion of the waist, on a light background.
Abstract painting of a person's back and shoulder, using bold black outlines and shades of pink, peach, and purple.
Painting of a topless woman torso with purple garment draped over her waist, with date and number overlay.
Black and white painting of a human torso, focusing on the chest and abdomen, with visible brushstrokes and an artistic style.
Close-up of an abstract painting of a woman's nude torso, emphasizing her bust, waist, and hips, with bold black outlines and soft pink, beige, and red tones.
Abstract black and white painting of a woman's torso, with visible breasts and a stripe across the waist, rendered with bold brushstrokes.
Black and white abstract painting of a nude female torso with visible breasts and navel, painted with bold brushstrokes.
A sketch of a nude female torso with visible breasts, abdomen, and hips, drawn with black lines on a light background.
Abstract painting of a woman's midsection wearing a pink bra and a black skirt, with the number 2.222 written on it.
A painting of a nude female figure with brown hair, standing against a light gray background.
A black and white painting of a woman's torso, showing her wearing lingerie, with emphasis on the waist and hips.
Sketch of a human torso, focusing on breasts and abdomen, using brown lines on white paper.
An abstract painting of a woman's torso in a dress, focusing on the neckline and waist, using bold brushstrokes and earthy tones.
Close-up painting of a nude female torso focusing on breasts, stomach, and navel, with black brush strokes and pinkish skin tones.
Close-up of a painted depiction of a woman’s midsection and hips in a bikini, with the date December 27 and the number 2.228 on her abdomen.
Black and white abstract painting of a human torso with minimal detail, focusing on the chest and abdomen area.
Close-up of a painting of a person's face with glasses, showing the nose, cheeks, and part of the glasses.
Close-up painting of a woman's torso wearing pink bra and underwear, with emphasis on the abdomen and chest area.
A sketch of a woman's chest with emphasis on the breasts, drawn with brown lines on white paper.


November 2025 - my favorite memories:


November 2025 daily streak - 2.172 - 2.201

A painting of a woman's torso wearing pink floral lingerie, showing her stomach and part of her thighs, with a number 2.172 marked on her lower abdomen.
A painting of a woman in lingerie with an inscription that reads, "Behind every crazy woman, there's a man who made her cry."
A painted artwork featuring a close-up of a person's thighs in black fishnet stockings with pink garters, and a partially visible face with pink lips. The painting includes a note pointing to an area labeled '<- not my pov' and text reading '2.176'.
A painting of a woman's torso wearing a white bikini, showing her midsection and part of her arms.
Close-up of an abstract painting depicting a smiling face with black hair, dark eyebrows, and a large open mouth with visible teeth, wearing a black lace top. The painting uses bold brushstrokes and earthy tones.
Close-up of a painted industrial pipe fitting with metallic and black painted details and visible rust on the surrounding surface.
A painting of two nude male torsos with rainbow-colored belts and a rainbow arched overhead. The background has dark and bright colors, with text showing a date and other numbers.
Close-up of a hand-drawn illustration of a woman's torso wearing glasses, with colored shading on the skin. The image contains a date or label in the top left corner and a number '2.180' at the bottom left.
Close-up of a person's stomach with a belly button and a small bug near the center.
A sketch of a person's chest and stomach area, with some shading indicating contours, and a small arrow pointing upward.
A rough watercolor-style sketch of a woman's torso wearing pink underwear and a pink bra, with text at the bottom reading "adventures in Esin-land: five minute drawing on the kitchen counter so I can get back to my pretty little things." The number 2.183 is also visible.
A sketch of a woman's midsection wearing a sports bra and fishnet underwear, with her arm partially visible to the right. The drawing is done with black, brown, and orange crayons or pastels on paper.
A sketch of a woman's torso in black ink and pastel colors, wearing a striped bikini top and low-rise bikini bottoms.
An artistic sketch of a woman's nude torso wearing lingerie, focusing on her midsection including her stomach, waist, and hips.
A painting of a woman's torso in black lingerie, highlighting the intimate and sensual vibe.
A painting of a woman's torso, focusing on the stomach area, with visible breasts and hips, using bold brushstrokes and dark outlines.
Painted illustration of a woman's torso wearing a white bikini top and bottom, with a colorful abstract background. The date 'Nov 18' and the numbers '2.189' are also visible.
Close-up of a painted image showing part of a person's neck, shoulder, and collarbone, with the date '20 Nov' and the number '2.191' displayed on it.
A painted depiction of a woman in lingerie, featuring a black lace bra with green accents and matching green shorts with a bow. She is holding a green garment or robe partially open, revealing her midsection and upper thigh.
Close-up of a woman with painted nude upper body, hands resting on her stomach, black painted nails, and a belly button piercing.
A painting of a person's torso focusing on the stomach and waist area, with visible abdominal muscles and a navel, in a beige and white color palette.
A painting of a female torso and abdomen, with visible breasts, belly button, and hips, on a textured surface.
A realistic painting of a woman's torso in lingerie, showing the chest, stomach, and hips, with the focus on the detailed lingerie and skin tones.
A spiral-bound sketchbook with an abstract painting of a person's back and buttocks in warm browns, blacks, and tans. Nearby are paint tubes, brushes, a cup of tea or coffee, and some electronic devices on a desk.
Close-up of a person wearing black fishnet stockings, black lingerie, and a garter with metal rings.
Painting of a woman's midsection wearing sunglasses and black underwear, with a focus on the stomach and navel, in an impressionistic style with bold brushstrokes.
Black and white painting of an abstract face with bold brush strokes. Text on the upper left reads: "2.200 'LANA, HOW I HATE THOSE GUYS'".
A painted depiction of a woman's torso focusing on the breasts and abdomen, with overlaid text that says "You Got". The painting uses warm, earthy tones.
Abstract painting of a person's shoulder and arms in pastel colors with black outlines and brown vertical stripes.


October 2025 daily streak 2.172 - 2.201


October 2025, my favorite memories

10.12.2025


September 2025 highlights and art.


August 2025 highlights and art


July 2025 highlights and art.


June 2025 highlights and art.


May 2025 highlights and art.

May 1st - my new beginning. the universe removed me from the grind i was too afraid to leave. a true blessing in disguise.


highlights from year one: may 2024 - april 2025

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